Worst blog ever
I hate this fucking customizer. I like the old one better, the one you can actually edit your shit on.
So since I’m basically on ‘late probation’ with school, I can’t be late one more time. On my way to school today, it was obvious I was gonna be late, but only by about 3 minutes. I had to turn around and call myself in sick. I am so fucking pissed off that I have to miss another day -_____- So in order for me not to hate myself 100% I made this stupid fucking list of shit to do today to keep myself from falling asleep into rage…
- finish one chapter of history
- look for loose change (so i can take the bus to work later)
- do all my laundry
- rinse and put away dishes
- VACUUM
- call my counselor
- make an appointment for the DMV
Fuck me, right?
❝ I was pulled this way and that for longer than I can remember. And my problem was that I always tried to go in everyone’s way but my own. I have also been called one thing and then another while no one really wished to hear what I called myself. So after years of trying to adopt the opinions of others I finally rebelled. I am an invisible man. ❞
— Ralph Ellison, Invisible Man (via larmoyante)
My day is always, at the worst, ‘alright’ until my mom comes home and decides to complain about anything and everything she can think of.
just saw a picture of this boy at my old school, and it has inspired me…
TOP 3 TURN OFFS:
- facebook pictures (at raves, at the gym, in your bathroom, making a ‘tough’ face, cutting out girls’ face, but not their boobs, etfuckingcetera)
- thinking you’re hot shit (NOT to be confused with being confident)
- flirting/ ‘talking’ / going out with more than ONE girl
For no good reason at all, for the past couple nights I’ve been fucking up my sleep pattern. It’s not like it was great (or even decent) before, but I’ve seemed to prove myself wrong that I could actually get my shit together.
great to know that that’s the kind of life i live
i’m sick as fuck, i can’t get my voice to go past a certain pitch, i have severe headaches, and contagious strep throat… but just because, if i don’t go to school, my mom’s gonna be all pissed off at me, i’m gonna be grounded all weekend, she’s not gonna take me t0 get my much needed hair fixed, and she’s gonna talk shit about me to my boyfriend and be all pissy all fucking week.
so basically; i have to go to school severely sick, so my mom won’t punish me for no fucking reason at all. i hope i don’t get anybody else sick, and people don’t treat me like a leper -__-
